9 days until.......

My B-day dammit!!!! I'll be 35 years young folks and still ready to take on every contortionist around. Lol. I just have no idea what I will be doing for my birth day.

I am at a loss for what I want and what I want to do! I really don't have any ideas in mind. I'm simple and easy to please. I am the life of the party, but not a party-er if that makes any sense.

Maybe I'll be blogging since that is my new favorite pastime. I have so much shit in my head, I need to release some of it here maybe. I am an information overload about to trip my sanity breaker! I've got to figure it out......I guess more than likely I'll be blogging.

I have 3 days off from work for my B-day. I could very easily go back to the Woodshed at least one of those nights with Cuzzo and do some Tequila Sunrises'. I could surf the personals on Craigslist for a freaky little fling. I could go to the movies, there's a lot of shit I want to see. I could take a walk in the park, read "The Sweetest Taboo" by Risque--started months ago, or even visit some local attractions.

Actually all of that sounds cool I think, but not really the plan. I JUST DON'T KNOW YET!!!

I'm still working it out in my noggin of discord; I am switching to one accord immediately.
Chaos is no fun and very counter-productive. I know better and that's why I do better! It's really not as simple as it sounds.

GOD keeps me grounded. No one else, not me nor family; but GOD. My genuine belief, trust, and love for him is apparent to those that intimately know me and because of HIM, I am who I am. I am so happy I have been reborn and I have a foundation in my life. It gives me hope and purpose. I desire to be a positive impact on the greater society as a whole.

So, on my birthday what will I do? I got all philosophical there for a minute and almost lost my point of the post. Forgive me, fuses are going off and I just felt a power surge of thought at that moment and went for it. But I think I'll just focus on having a fun and productive day on December 9, 2008. I will be thanking GOD for life first, then health, strength, mental capacity, and all the most important stuff and then possibly a Tequila Sunrise to boot. Who knows, we'll just see when it gets here. Until then, I am just taking each day one at a time and not rushing time. It is precious and I realize that.